As I travel through this diagnosis of stage 4 breast cancer everything arises to the surface. A topic that is demanding my voice is the Healthcare system and Alternative Holistic options. Today as I talked with “S” my Social Worker I spoke of how bleak and dark the Healthcare system is when diagnosed with a…

This is a very sensitive area. Victim, what is this actually? Well in the deep dive journeying work I have come to realize my “victim” is a main player. This victim has become its own character, fully realized, living through me and in the driver’s seat at the moment. Through this work I am becoming…

My anxiety has been at an all time high these past 6 nights. Unable to sleep through the night, awakened at midnight, then 2 am, maybe 3 am if I am lucky, now awake for the day! I find myself awake at 3am this morning feeling unsettled and anxious. I decide to write in hopes…

Well, this is going to be my toughest blog yet!!! I have just plummeted into such darkness that I know this is not just my own! This is a collective consciousness process. As a medicine woman a lot of my journey has been to go into the darkest depths of the human psyche. I have…

The protocol I am doing is not just the treatments I am getting at the Natural path Clinic. If you want to read about those treatments please go here, https://thedharmacy.com/2020/12/05/dying-to-live-treatments/ The treatments and protocol at home are equally valuable and important. The main agenda is to keep my nervous system calm. I do this through…

For those of you who have watched this classic movie I hope you will feel what I am writing here and for those who have not maybe my words will pierce through into something?! I write this at 10:45pm as I just finished watching this movie. I cannot sleep until the essence of what it…

It is a time of massive upgrades, shifts and changes! What does that mean? Well what it means from where I am sitting is my deepest core wounds are manifesting in real time. Everything that I have been uncovering over the years around my triggers is being expressed in real time with other people.  None…

Its really an interesting blog today, in my “thriving to live” I am writing about the opposite direction of where I am going! My Dad died, passed or crossed over, ascended, left the planet! All these terms to describe a human body ceasing to be as it was. The first words my Mom quietly said…

An old wound flooded to the surface while watching a movie based on a true story the other night.  I was feeling really uncomfortable in my body the more I watched it.  After it ended I discovered that I had a lot of stuff still trapped within me around my father.  I realized that my…

My health is a whole system including my physical symptoms, as well as my thoughts & beliefs, emotions, past trauma, how I process and view myself, the environment and the world & population.  Also a healthy diet  is my fuel and medicine.  The people I am around matter alot.  If I feel drained, anxious or…