September 2020 LEFT/ Today October 2022 RIGHT
This site was created after receiving a ‘3 months to live’ diagnosis of breast cancer metastasized (the gift). I got a clear message from my innate (inner knowing) that I would not be getting chemotherapy or radiation nor would I have an operation or get a biopsy.
I was to be with what I refer to as ‘the gift’ in a natural and holistic way. I did not know what that way was, only that this was what I needed to do. As time went by, I received more and more directions from my inner knowing and implemented so many protocols, supplements, spiritual practices and treatments as well as buying more equipment than I had already.
I have documented my path extensively and below you will find all of my videos, inner self journeying work, protocols and all other information. PLEASE NOTE that I am updating new videos, and blogs/vlogs regularly.
This has become my life’s work, every day is lived through, designed for and set up for this.
I am on a PWD (person with disability) pension of $1450/month. And receiving this gift has changed my life to be utterly at my own disposal. I can only stay 100% aligned to what is in my heart to live each day. If I stray from this guidance I am immediately hit with anxiety, throbbing pain in my gift, kidneys begin aching, heart palpitations and other symptoms that tell me I have stepped off of my TRUE PATH.
I have spent thousands of dollars and continue to require expensive supplement protocols and treatments. I have been guided every step of the way and somehow, I get what I need even though my income is $1450/month.
My inner voice (innate wisdom) told me to share all of my journey here on this website for those who feel connected to this way. I recently received a message to fine tune my website and video more of my daily, weekly, bi-weekly, monthly, every few months etc. protocols, supplements, practices and treatments and to offer a donation option for those that feel to value this information. You can give whatever amount you want and as often or one time. And if you cannot donate the information is also here for you. If you use anything on here and share with others please give them this webpage to look at and they can choose to donate if they can.
I have spent my entire life for the past 2 years and 20 years of my time prior to this; studying, researching and implementing a healthy lifestyle. Specifically in the last 4 years and now more refined in the last 2 years devoted to working, living and thriving with the gift.
DISCLAIMER: I am not here to CLAIM a cure, fighting or healing cancer. Just to share a woman’s journey with her gift.
ABOVE is my latest CT scan done in July 2022 and is compared to the one done September 14, 2021. RESULTS: From 6.4 cm to 2.4 cm tumor shrunk. No new lesions, and some have gone, no more nodules under right arm. Well, read it for yourself.
ABOVE is an invoice of My latest IV treatment. All of my treatments range around this price.
HERE IS A BEFORE AND AFTER SHOT, LEFT March 2022 I was just getting over COVID and RIGHT September 2022
LEFT Nov 2021/RIGHT Oct 2022
VIDEO’s of Daily, Weekly, Bi-weekly, Monthly, Every other Month and so on PROTOCOLS
Using crystals to change and shift how I feel
Sacred Healing Ceremony
Daily Tonic Shot
Rosemary Hair Tonic
Rosemary & Clove Hair Tonic
1/8 Cup Clove
1 Sprig or 1/8 Cup Rosemary needles
3/4 Cup high quality filtered water
Soft boil these 2 ingredients for 20 minutes.
Let stand for a couple hours, I left mine over night just out on the stove top with a lid on it.
Add 1 ounce of rose hydrosol to the pot and add 10 drops of rosemary therapeutic essential oil and 5 drops of clove therapeutic essential oil.
Stir with a wooden chop stick. Then pour well blended mixture into a measuring cup with a lip so you can pour into glass spray bottles. Keep in refrigerator. See video above on how to apply it.
Therapeutic Essential Oils blend I am using
What I did today to feel better November 18/2022
Got a quick shoulder massage, walked on my accu-pressure mat, water and coffee enema, tonic shot, used essential oil blends I made, used my chi swing machine
ESSENTIAL OIL DIFFUSER THERAPY
THIS IS MY GO-TO EVERYDAY. MORNING HOTDRINK.
SOME OF THE SUPPLEMENTS I TRY TO TAKE EACH DAY OR EVERY OTHER DAY
THIS IS A SUPPLEMENT I TAKE TWICE IN A DAY, Broccogen. 6 capsules a day. (ABOVE VIDEO)
FERMENTED LOCAL GARLIC, I MADE. I TRY TO TAKE THIS 2 to 3 TIMES A WEEK.
Homemade Organic Cranberry Juice
Below are my first 2 entries of my journey with “The Gift”
I am updating this page as I have transitioned into yet another part of this journey. The initial name of this journey was “Dying to Live” and now with all the work I have done, the processing and deep awareness and messages that have come through the name of this no longer suits where I am in this process. What has come is “Thriving to Live”
START OF MY JOURNEY December 1, 2020
The beginning of yet another journey of living, oh actually dying, oh wait, “Dying to Live.” Here I am December 1, 2020 with a diagnosis of stage 4 breast cancer. On September 12, 2020 I was taken into the hospital with heart arrhythmia which I have had since birth. My heart was at 185-200 beats per minute and I could not bring it back to a regular rate. I tried all my tricks that had brought it back all of my life. Twenty hours later my dearest friend/sister came to me in tears pleading that I go to the hospital, it was in her eyes I could see clearly that I had to surrender. Tears now running down my cheeks, her and my other close friend drove me to the hospital, covid time and my phobia of hospitals, we arrived at two huge white tents out front. Two soft and gentle angels greeted us and brought us a wheelchair very quickly seeing I was weak and fading out of consciousness. The three of us had made a pact before leaving for the hospital that we would not leave each other’s side. This was immediately broken and not by us but the hospital policy with covid restrictions!
My sister in tears outside the door where I was taken into the emergency shared with a hospital worker that part of our medicine is tribe and being together in our worst times, heartbroken, her and I we had to release one of our biggest medicines in that moment. The worker she spoke with told her that the Indigenous people were not coming to the hospital anymore because they could not be with their tribe while there. My phobia of hospitals was amplified with the covid restrictions and without my biggest medicines of tribe with me I had to step into a reality that was so far away from my roots. As love would have it, a number of angels stepped up as hospital nurses and workers tended to me with as much compassion and love as they could muster up.
It was a hard 4 nights journey and although they had strict restrictions around visitors, well no visitors, I somehow was allowed to have my one visitor who stayed until he had to leave by 8pm each night. I had twelve different doctors in total come to my bedside and impose their diagnosis and treatments on me every day. I felt like I was swimming in a river of Parana’s. No escape from the onslaught day after night; hooked up to equipment, electro frequencies in the environment, iv’s with medication, lights on all night, no true darkness for a healing restful sleep, no fresh air, tribe/family and a continuous reality that insisted I was going to die and die very soon! Thank God for the medical team finding the right lung full of liquid and being able to drain it. This and medication put my heart back at a regular rate. I am immensely grateful for western medicine when it comes to procedures that support a shift until one can get one’s own self back on track. To all the staff in emergency on September 12, 2020 THANK YOU for saving my life!!! And thank you for all the doctors that drove me into an almost 3-month depression, nothingness, no will to live, hopelessness and helplessness so that I could fall into the deepest cave to IGNITE a SPARK so bright and brilliant that my will to live would be restored anew again!
A will to live from yet a whole new other place, without the prognosis of death I would not have found this passion for “Dying to Live!” I have created this site on my website to record my journey with stage 4 breast cancer, my personal story of what this has inspired, to a deeper devotion to my body (temple) and my diet more fine-tuned than ever before and deeply knowing that connection and relationship to people, my tribe, my family, friends, potential friends and strangers is my greatest medicine in this life, the gold nugget! Together we will journey to places you or I would not have unless this prognosis had happened. Life has a funny way of bringing us together and I am learning to accept and allow these mysteries to guide me into the abyss without a clue as to what to do next!
Please continue to follow me on this journey as I walk a tight rope of the mystery of life, falling off sometimes, staying on and discovering, becoming more attuned to myself, others, animals, the earth and everything. And learning how to stay in the unknown, a place where nothing in this reality is of inspiration to me anymore and beginning anew without all my things that held me together, inspired me, drove me and now created stage 4 breast cancer. WOW what a mystery, what a life, what a world!!!
Please follow the main page on my website as I will be blogging there on my journey. All my blog posts pertaining to this journey will have the main title of ‘Thriving to Live’ with a sub title as well on the particular theme of that blog.
Thank you from my deepest heart and sincere immense gratitude for you and your courage.
I am enclosing a contact form here in case you want to contact me.
This is my 3rd move in this ‘the gift’ timeline. Phew, amazing what the human spirit can do.
I re-posted my gofundme poster again and received another $600. THIS GAVE ME 2 MORE IV TREATMENTS. I never met the $40,000 however Spirit/God brought me what I required and I trusted this.