Dying to Live “My Diet”

My health is a whole system including my physical symptoms, as well as my thoughts & beliefs, emotions, past trauma, how I process and view myself, the environment and the world & population.  Also a healthy diet  is my fuel and medicine.  The people I am around matter alot.  If I feel drained, anxious or…

Dying to Live “personal check in”

This journey has been my most challenging and rewarding one and its not over yet! I have kept this news to myself as I knew once it became open to all people that I would be up against everyones feelings of their own perceived “sickness” and “death.” I would be faced with others sadness and…

Dying to Live “Poster”

Below is the 2nd part of the Donations program for Dying to Live.  This is a poster that has be sent out and used for raising money for my health regime and holistic treatments for the year of 2021. In addition there has also been a GoFundMe project created in Jan/21. Here is that link…

Dying to Live “Letter to Tribe”

Below is my “Letter to Tribe.”  It is the first part of the Donations program I created with the help of 2 of my sisters.  I decided to not go with a GoFundMe if I was going to create it.  It had to be more personal than that.  I needed to be able to dialogue…

A Deeper Why?

I wrote a blog called Why and expressed a part of my journey as to how I came into, what has moved me and what is a part of my lived life of why am I living in a 28ft 5th wheel trailer on a farm? I thought I had covered it all and a…

Composting Humanure

I have been composting my humanure and kitchen scraps here on the land. It feels so right and aligned. All of the waste remains contained within the very simple system I built from material here on the land. This one is the 2nd one that will be filled by the start of fall. I will…

Why?

Why am I living in a 28ft 5th wheel trailer on a farm? This is a question I have been unravelling and uncovering for the past 240 moon cycles. Why am I so called to create a humanure system, create a composting system, grow as much as I can, use as little limited resources, live…

Change is among us

This sharing is a continued version from the prior blog called “I am sorry!” I have written my public apology to own my part in this world for what has happened. Now I must move into action. As promised in my previous blog “I am sorry” I said I would share some ideas around what…

I am so SORRY!!!

I write this apology today knowing it is one of the steps to changing the world as I know it.  What is it that I am sorry for and wish I could go back and change? First, that I abandoned my daughter and her Dad, my sweet innocent baby girl.  I left to party, to…