Do you know anyone who is ABSOLUTELY THRIVING, HAPPY, ABUNDANT, LIVING THEIR BEST LIFE AND UNTOUCHED BY TODAY’S HAPPENINGS? I don’t! And it makes me dive more deeply into WHY?

Yes I have moments of love, joy, happiness, fulfillment and feeling abundant. And it’s fleeding, coming and going with distant gaps inbetween. There seems to be this heavy blanket over life as I knew it, where going to the store was easy, visiting a friend was exciting and getting out in nature absolutely thrilling! Grocery shopping is very challenging now, doing it through on line and delivery. Just getting out seems hard, a HUGE invisible wall keeping me from being out. 

Life as I knew it has lost it’s flare and dazzle. All I can dream of is a quiet, simple country life, out of a busy city center. Gardens, composting, home grown medicine, local farm foods, making my own medicines, wild foraging, water catchment, simple living with a disciplined time using the internet, lovely visits with friends, helping each other and living truly as a community. This is where I reside. Anything out of this creates immense adversion and a NO. 

What can be challenging is people convincing themselves that everything is good. All is well, hiding their true feelings they have behind closed doors. If infact we are a society that is THRIVING I know I would be feeling it! And the suffering that is happening would not be so prevalent, thick like smog and people would be happy, alive and helpful with a good energy level and output. So what to do with this virus of suffering? The trap of ‘survival’ is so deep in our psyche and imbedded that all we can do is just keep doing what we have been! WRONG!

We have to make a HUGE CHANGE in order to transition through this! Massive life revision is ABSOLUTE. I am imagining daily my new life as I shared above. Holding the manifestation of this as true and mine. Claiming this as NOW!

Keeping to good routines, staying with the winter algorithm as my guide for bedtime, healthy and nourishing foods, immune boosting homemade herbal medicine, good quality water, staying close to home, only interacting with true tribe and friends and keeping as peaceful, kind, quiet and loving as I can. Regulating my judgments, expectations and needs to a minimum. I work at Earthing (barefoot) at least a few times a week. And oneday I will wake up and be on my land living my dreamed life!!! Until then I keep to my routines, my simple and restrictive life. Doing my best and when suffering rears it’s head I have tools to help myself through. I know oneday this heavy smog of suffering will lift and I will live my simple life dream!!!