My LAWS of my Reality

It seems the world has gotten so far away from what really matters to me. I dream of being reborn into a life where I know the value of this Earth. And I have remembered all of the Stuff that brings me to my true meaning of Living. Where water comes from a spring deep…

The ‘Gift’

WOW!!!  HERE I AM 19 MONTHS after being told by over 10 doctors I would die within 3 months.  What a journey I have been on; A Power Learning Process of stripping, forcing, bawling my eyes out, screaming, wanting to give up and get the hell gone from here, going deeper, surrendering and resisting, praying…

Ladies

I want to share a big part of my journey with some very HARD TRUTH’S in it. I know for myself it was always so easy to blame the masculine for what I was feeling, if he did something that went against my way, it would stimulate my fixer. I was either a pull away…

Old paradigm, New paradigm!!!

What is this old paradigm, new paradigm mumbo jumbo language? Well this is what it is to me, Old paradigm is what I also refer to as the 3D Reality and new paradigm is 5D Reality. What is 3D reality? What is 5D Reality? I believe the links in these 2 questions explains this very…

Healed Masculine Father

Where were you and where are you? My up bringing was paraphrased as ‘typical.’ What the ‘f*&^’ does that mean? I believe it means that they did the best they could, even though it was conditional and wounded. The majority of families were living that way. Somehow labeling it ‘typical up bringing’ normalized it. Or…

Exploring what Success is

Success in my younger days would have looked like this… a fancy expensive home with an ocean view. an expensive car, a BMW, Corvette, Mercedes, probably in a convertible. a lot of clothing and shoes. endless amounts of money to buy whatever I wanted. That WAS my list for success. These were all things/stuff I…

ELDERSHIP, My Simple Life’s Path SERIES ‘Introduction’ What is going on?

Please continue to follow along here for the whole Eldership Series What a very broad question. What is going on? ON with what? Life, Evolution, Elders, the Planet, People, the Economy, Love, Sexual Energy, Sacred Ritual and Ceremony, Tribe and Community, Forests and Trees, Animals and Reptiles, Insects and Mammals, Weather, Our Food, our Water,…

Women and Sleep

Hi, I am 55 years young and in a changing body. I am sure I am talking to the choir on this one. No matter who you are, great health, poor, medium whatever, you are not escaping menopause and/or hormone shifts! Gosh I had no idea, coming through a life of addictions and ignorance of…

What is absolute for me is the expert

I am writing about what I believe and that is the most trustworthy person I will follow through this. How did I become an expert some of you may ask? I am an expert when it comes to me and my Sovereignty. There is no one: no governments, no doctors, no scientists, no researchers, no…

Sometimes Goodbye is what it takes.

WOW!!! Travelling into deeper aspects of myself. Discovering, uncovering, examining, getting comfortable with the uncomfortable, acknowledging, understanding, accepting and then loving!!! This is my process. My latest has been seeing the part in me that felt so unloved, unworthy, not seen, not accepted infact outright rejected by my family. Never feeling a deep loving foundation…