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“I am not afraid of death, it happens to all of us.” I HEARD THIS ALL!!! Easy to say when you don’t have a death diagnosis or a serious health challenge.
I believe this is ONE of the most important topics of our SOCIETY! As I study DEATH I come to realize the confusion, misinterpretation, immense fear and terror, a powerlessness, AND an excitement, empowerment, closeness to God/Creator within and everything in between, how could this be so diverse? Below I describe through video’s and blackout videos (audio’s)the different ideas, mis-understandings, false story lines and narratives, and my personal emotions that have risen that I find myself going through.
Powerlessness ‘giving up’ on living. A ‘lack of’ control took over and I noticed a silent but very strong desperation spreading through me. A frantic grasping outside of myself for answers, cures, solutions and more time here. Functioning through fear 😨 I lost my power and gave my Sovereignty up for an answer or hope from someone else. I can say from ALOT OF EXPERIENCE that this only cultivated more fear, powerlessness and unhealthy experiences that did not allow me to THRIVE.
To be clear, I discovered a healthy and unhealthy fear. One is responsive and the other reactive. Healthy fear allows me to feel something that supports a choice that will empower me. Unhealthy fear overwhelms me into giving my power away. I know it’s clear what fear I can make healthy choices through.
In the beginning of the diagnosis, unhealthy fear was ever present. I was riddled with it and so was everyone around me. I knew I had to get with myself and limit my exposure to those that believed I would die. This was terrifying in itself because I would have to walk for a while alone carrying the extreme terror, deep sorrow and grief of dying😔. I was present to all my falling pieces, the ‘why me,’ ‘victim‘ mentality, the helpless, hopeless tragedy of sickness, and my perceived narrative of ‘failing life‘ because of dis-ease visiting me.
I moved 3 times; my homesteading life on the farm to my ‘death tomb’ where everyone thought I would die, and when I didn’t within the time frame alotted, I had to move again within a high rental market and housing crisis on a disability income (where my income only covered rent), to a temporary home where I lived under a mentally disturbed man, who eventually evicted me because I would not tolerate his abuse, to my now home of 2 years (which is 2 hours and 15 minutes away from my family and tribe). It was here the tumor started to grow again, death screamed LOUD AND DEMANDING once again!!!
It has been a journey that bounced and jumped everywhere. It’s messy and chaotic at times, clear with guidance and beautifully peaceful. The lessons are vast and deep, confusing, blurry and challenging. I feel crazy at times. Then it’s as though God has opened the pearly gates of heaven right in front of me, with the most peaceful light, soothing everything into love all in a split second. I enter, remembering there is only eternity, love, acceptance of all human conditioning and a oneness that bubbles into all of life where nothing is separate.
This page is devoted to MY OWN PATH with death. This is one woman’s journey with breast cancer metastasized, being told I would die in 3 months by 12 doctors while in ICU. This is my messy, chaotic, unclear, clear, precise, magical and beautifully experienced; discoveries, deep dives, realizations, Shamanic Journeying, and everything else in between. And all of this is based through death as a constant companion.
While sometimes it buried me so deeply I wanted and demanded to leave this planet and then God revealed to me the eternity of this existence as God/Creator constantly participating through its evolution, I found peace and harmony here. As well as excitement for my next incarnation, mystery, and magic.
And what if… death is a part of living? An on-going journey to remembering my ever lasting Soul, evolution, God union and being one? And what does all that mean?
Join me on this journey with ‘Conversations with Death’ while I unravel, sort through, share, express, process, remember, live and LOVE.
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Conversations with Death
Video Series
Introduction, Episode 1
Challenging Moment Episode 2
What I have explored in death Episode 3
A grief and a love for my daughter Episode 4
Sitting in the uncomfortable Episode 5
The next 6 videos were done in the dark before the morning light could reach into my room. Please just treat them as an audio.
Fear and Terror and my deep yearning to God Episode 6
What is this cancer, how is it showing up and what is it presenting to me Episode 7
Innate Episode 8
Division, Community, Sisterhood, Brotherhood,Tribe, what happened? Episode 9
What does death mean for me? Episode 10
What am I discovering Episode 11
The Will to Live Episode 12
Living alone set me up for rigidity in relationship Episode 13
What it was like to receive a death diagnosis with my family, friends and tribe Episode 14
Radical Truth, Authentic communication and transparency Episode 15
Failing as a human-being Episode 16
Where does my energy get placed Episode 17
Distraction Episode 18
Is a death diagnosis part of a punishment for living a bad life? Episode 19
What if I could accept death as I accept life? Episode 20 (this is a black out video)
Emptying my Vessel Episode 21 (this is black out video)
Being Called to God Episode 22 (this is a blackout video)
God/Creator is within me Episode 23 (this is a blackout video)
DONT put all your eggs in one basket with your health Episode 24 (this is a blackout video)
The Fear of Death Episode 25
What if I died today Episode 26
January 2024
What if DEATH is my Best Friend? Episode 27
Floating in a Big Ocean Episode 28
Topics that are coming…
Discovering I might be last years model
An Honoring of my body, this vessel of Dana Lynn.
Starting from scratch
OTHER INTERESTING HAPPENINGS in my journey…
I invited a friend warrior to share in this path and I wanted to leave my letter to her here as I loved the invite so much and hope she will join here with me on this incredible walk.
Hey dear warrior sister… I thought to share this page with you incase it could support you in any way.
I know you mentioned death before and how people ran away from it. I have run directly into it through ‘Conversations with Death’ My idea is to unpack death, realize it is as important as living and challenge all the bad and negative attention and ignorance around it. To come into a deep meeting, unpack the darkness surrounding it, to expose that disease or illness isn’t bad luck or a punishment for a life lived badly and to remember death is another part of our Ascension and evolution process. And all of this is NOT to bring one into dying but to invoke a powerful, inspired and joyfully thriving life!!!
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